idoless' JournalTuesday, November 30, 20048:39PM - it has taken me over 100 years to finally realize why i'm dyingseems to me that i forgot that this thing even existed...for better or worse im back on this thing mainly because im procrastinating and don't want to start my next project. Current mood: Current music: horrorpops - dotted with hearts Sunday, August 15, 20048:21PM - this boredom will never endso what school has ended like 3 months ago. ive done nothing , i have yet to have a weekend off.... till this weekend. oh man am i going to make up for this summer. trista im coming home love, maybe you should lock me in the basement. ok. if you live in london, and i know you, and i like you be there for for raygun next sunday. yes ok thats it. im so terribly bored that i had to make that announcement. pieces my kiddies Sunday, July 4, 20048:59PM - all i know is that i closed my eyes and pulled the triggermy cat vacated the premisses over 48 hours ago, he left during the nite with no goodbyes. last nite i thought i heard him in the distance meowing, but sadly i was mistaken, only the misquitos were out an about. so ive come to realize that me predicting that i will become a crazy cat lady have come to a hault, cause this is the 2nd cat to have ran away from me in the past 3 years...( they were brothers too). Current mood: Current music: von bondies - lack of communication Thursday, July 1, 20047:53PM - he's got more then talking on his mindso far this summer is an absolute bust. this city sucks, mullets and spandex seem to be a requirment here as the stench of stale beer and hot dogs rise up from the streets. everything and everyone seems to be teh same as it was over 3 years ago when i left this shit town, and instead of running even further im enough of an ass to return trying to only avoid everything that i once knew. im returning to my darlins soon, to a place where the beer is cold, where corey heart is wearing sunglasses at nite and where mullets are scarce ( well in comparison to oshawa) words of advice : indian/chinese food always sounds good, until you digest it. pieces my hearts. im going to see you soon. Current mood: Current music: the von bondies - crawl through the darkness Monday, June 7, 200410:44PM - its times like these when silence means everythingno one needs to know about this. Current mood: Current music: taking back sunday Friday, May 28, 20043:34PM - bitten by beautiful teethblah blah blah thats all i hear and all i read. so pretentious. i need to learn to spell, i could blame it on my lakc of typing skills, but we all know that is only the partial truth..i seriously cant spell worth shit....but as long as you get what im saying then the job is done ...excuses. Current mood: Current music: sahara hotnights - c'mon lets pretend Tuesday, May 25, 20044:21PMok kiddos...the update...ashlee has yet again lost another food group. yes yes what else could this kid lose you say...well the meat food group has now diminished....it was limitedly used before and now its goign into retirment. good bye - everybody wave - 12:57PM - cant you see the pain in her eyes? - i thought that was masscarawhat is with the calling everybody dirrty?? im so confused, i feel as though i have stepped into an alternate universe. i love learning the moral lessons off of saved by the bell.....and then making fun. wooh my life is full of amusment. Current mood: Current music: pattie smith - gloria Wednesday, May 19, 200412:01AM - the truth is your not so dangerous, you're not at all what you sayi wroked my first shift today, wasnt bad...weird getting back into the working groove. my feet are sore and im a wimp...last year i could easily do a 9 hour shift in big ass kicker boots. dear feet...princess is goign into retirement...its time to get callousd again. Current mood: Current music: bratmobile - girls get busy Tuesday, May 11, 200411:14PM - i am ashlee's lack of sense of good judgementim running away to pittsburg, changing my name to betty and working in a coffee shop. good bye everyone...you may or may not be missed. Current mood: Current music: rise against Monday, May 10, 20042:56PM - are my cries just falling on deaf earsbad haircuts make me miserable as i try each day to sacrifice what i used to have and try to salvage what i have left... the consequence is bad hair. Current mood: Current music: thirce - in your hands Tuesday, May 4, 200412:33PM** sneeze ** Current mood: Current music: she-male troubles Monday, May 3, 20046:54PM - i want to get into your sheetsloud angry blurrrr...... no you're outta line, keep your tales to yrself cause i dont want to hear them anymore. Thursday, April 29, 20048:53PM - 'you're pretty, and your baby is too'.... umm thanks im not a milfoh hell, worst fucking day in the world. horrible horrible horrible, i dont even want to recapture just what happend, maybe if it was seen on a sitcome show in the comforts of my own home, then i could laugh at it, but no it happened to me and im forever tramatized. Current mood: Current music: there is no music for this feelin i am experiencing Monday, April 26, 20045:29PM - i hate this ugly feeling and its getting way to strongback in the shwa....it smells like hot dogs. things are kinda boring but what can i expect...its all about making the bling bling ...ohh wait im still poor. this plan is not working out. Current mood: Current music: the eyeliners - six years Saturday, April 24, 200410:25AMin the last hours of my stay in ottawa. woo! yet im still going to miss all you carleton kids. marc there will never be another snuffy or a minkus...that name is forever reserved for you. iain, well i just think your rad ha ha ha and crazy one day you will learn the proper etiquette of the msn. travis yr my screamo concert buddy, represent the tdot ( you better call me ). umm many of the people i will miss wont be on lj so whats the point. umm sandra its been real, lets bring tea partys to the 905 district! laurel im gonna miss you pretty lady, i wish we talked earlier in the year, but at least we started to talk! anita your nothing short of rock awesome keep up the hulk hogan pride!!!!!!emily you made film sem. fun, thanks for representing the anka!!!!!!!!!( i love that man ) all of you better keep in touch a la internet or whatevs. i hear there is this great invention called a telephone. yeah so im out. Current mood: Current music: otis redding - tenderness Thursday, April 22, 20042:31PM - parting is such sweet sorrowoh man its almost over. 5 more hours till the last exam, 5 more hours to try on learn a whole semester...but i am fantabulous so yeah its gonna giver! Current mood: Current music: She-Male Troubles - UGLY Monday, April 19, 20041:54PM - the poet will die, the visionaryits the hours after, we have to live these hours after hours....thats what takes it toll, cause we are all just sitting on a ledge of a window waiting for the final hour. Current mood: Navigate: (Previous 20 entries) |
